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General information

Streuselbrötchen & Printen enthusiast
coffee snob & destroyer of donuts 
drawing knot diagrams on any blackboard
coached a IMWC 2023 Nice participation (9:51:09 IM debut)

Education

Ph.D. student, Humboldt-Universität zu Berlin, Mathematics

since 2022

Master of Science, Humboldt-Universität zu Berlin, Mathematics

2020 - 2022 

Bachelor of Science, Humboldt-Universität zu Berlin, Mathematics

2016 - 2020 

Abitur, Viktoriaschule Aachen

2008-2016

This note is a slightly corrected version of the note that was published in the Moodle forum for the lecture on Floer Theory (WiSe21/22) by Prof. Klaus Mohnke. As the topic of "mental health in research" is only becoming more relevant today, I decided to post it here too, though the numbers will not be up to date in the future. 

"In addition to the talk by Helmut Hofer about Andreas Floer, I would like to give some background to a tragic part of his life. Therefore, Hofer kindly sent me some more information about Floer's condition.

Andreas Floer was described in the talk as a "complex character" and "rather complicated". In the E-Mail, Helmut Hofer explained that Floer suffered from severe depression, which became worse over the years and got medication for his illness. Sadly, Andreas Floer took his own life in 1991. 

Hofer indicated that up to a point, Floer was able to sustain the stress of his demanding research schedule. Even when Floer seemed to be stressed by the sudden publicity through Atiyah. However, in the end, the increasing length of his depressive episodes made it impossible to satisfy the high standards he set for himself. According to Hofer, this was the main reason for his suicide.

Depression, anxiety and many other mental health issues can arise or be aggravated by long periods of stress and pressure. It can lead to a constant lack of dopamine and higher spikes in adrenaline which can lead to a constant feeling of sadness and emptiness, as well as constant tension and fear. In Germany, over 25% suffer from anxiety, 17.1% have depressive episodes and about 14,5% have been diagnosed with anxiety disorders. If you have a continuous feeling of not being able to perform as you want, have panic attacks or feel the need to talk to someone, the HU has two Psychotherapists to evaluate the situation and to help you if needed.

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Everything can be found here.

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